Unrecognisable.

Your sitting right in front of me,
but I cant see you.
who are you, sitting there in your bravado.
You are the person your pretending to be,
I don't know when she died
when she did, so did I,
because your the only thing that kept me going.
I doubt I can carry on if this is the new you.
just leave me. 
it would of been easier for us both
than to pretend we are happy with this charade of friendship.
id rather be told the truth than lied to.

So, last night I went to see Emeli Sande in Liverpool O2 Academy.
And she was AMAZING!
Although we had to wait over half an our for her to set up in the worst heat. I suffer badly from claustrophobia so I nearly died! But she was totally worth the wait! Here is just a few pictures to show how close we were!

She is just beautiful!
Emma xoxox

The Hunger Games!

Happy Hunger Games. And May The Odds Be Ever In Your Favour!
So Yes, I Have Read The Hunger Games Trilogy By Suzanne Collins. And They Are Amazing!
I Finished Them Around 2 Months Ago And Have Been Waiting Ever So Patiently For The Film, And Yesterday I Finally Got to Feast My Eyes Upon It In IMAX!
Josh Hutcherson's Jaw On The Big Screen! I Could've Melted, He's Up There On The Jaw Scale. When I Find A Way To Make It Into A JPEG I Shall Share It With The World!
Well Just To Let You Know, The Film Adaptation Definitely Lived Up To My Expectations (And They Were Pretty High). I Basically Sat There For 2 Hours Straight And Sobbed! At The Saddest Part In The Film I Was In Hysterics And The People Next To Me Decided To Comfort Me With Words. Most Embarrassing Thing That Has Ever Happened To Me!
I Know; I'm An Emotional Wreck!
But It Was A Beautiful Film And Even If You Have Not Read The Trilogy-But Any Sane Person Will Of- I Would Confidently Recommend That You Go And See It. The Character Persona's Are Brought To Life On The Screen And Its Almost Like You Connect With Them Emotionally! Definitely A Must See This Spring!
That Is All For Now, Just Wanted To Share The Beauty That Is The Hunger Games!
Emma
xoxo 

Read-a-thon Ideas.

Right,
I Know I Haven't Blogged For A LONG Time. But Seriously There Really Nothing To Say?
Except, I've Decided To Do Something For Charity!  :)
Its A Read-A-Thon and All The Money Goes To Ill Children. But The Thing Is, I Don't Have An Idea On What To Do For It? I Am Constantly Reading And I Need A Challenge?
My Friends Suggested Reading The Whole Skulduggery Pleasant Series In Three Day, But I've Already Done That? So If Anyone Has Any Idea's On What I Can Do It Would Be Muchly Appreciated Because It Is For Charity And I Want As Many Sponsor's As I Can So It Needs To Be A Major Challenge! 

It's CHRISTMAS EVE, EVE!
YAY!
Wow, what a day. Had to lie to my mum, So she didn't get onto the fact that I was buying her chritsmas presents at the last minute. Then had to travel into town on my own and run around like a headless chicken! Shoving everybody out of my way.
The one thing that I don't understand is, why, 2 days before christmas, women are determined to walk through town at 2 miles an hour with prams, PRAMS! They just get in the way, and are almost impossible to get around. and when people do, then you get dirty snarls or their 'baby daddy's' mouth off about how rude some people can be. Too which I wanted retaliate and say, ' you'll find it rude when you find out that your 'baby' isnt even yours, he doesnt even look like you.' But obviously I never because Liverpool is a rough place, so it could've turned into something nasty.
So when I finally got home, freezing with blistered feet my mum decied to tell me a story;
"Today, a colleuge started to tell me a joke it went ' What do you call a skeleton detective? To which my mum replied 'Skulduggery Pleasant.'"
My, I have trained her so well! Hahaha :'),
I cannot wait till sunday morning! But I'm even more excited about the afternoon, going the pub to say 'Hello' to my wonderful and derranged family and then sit down in my nans front room and have the most delicious food I anticipate every year! My mouths watering just thinking about it! I think I've spread enough of my christmas cheer!

Soo.
I'm in my aunties house, 'babysitting'. Translated: stay in the freezing cold, creepy house while everyone else goes out and gets pissed. GREAT.
And know i have my mother ranting at me about how i need to write a CV and get a christmas jobs, i mean it hasn't even been a month since my 16th birthday and I'm still in school and she wants me to get a job! Ive never written a CV in my life. HELP.
I Mean, the whole house creaks with the horribly powerful wind and then the conservatory is like an ice box which then draws all the heat out of the living room so I'm freezing my fucking ass off! Urghhhhhh.

Okay rant over,
 Ive started to write my own little story, and not to toot my own horn but i think its quite a good story :). Seen as though my whole life is about reading books i thought that i would take all the different techniques and stories from other authors and develop my own story. Its about faeries!

And i think its great!-and so do my friends... I started it just a few days ago and already i have:

•  the prologue 
• half of the first chapter
• and a three page spread of my ideas for the story.

I'm going to make it along as i possibly can, and maybe upload some of it up to here to receive some criticism and help me improve my writing skills and techniques, (which would be much appreciated!)  so please keep checking back as i might upload the first chapter if i believe it too be ready. but i would also appreciated some new book titles that i can read over the festive holidays-aslong as they fit into the fictional, violent category ill give anything a try!

I don't even know if anybody reads my blog but if you do, and you also help me...

Thanks a bunch! 

Urkkkkkk. Stress

Isnt it the worst when your trying to write a history essay and theres children running round screaming and crying! But I was not to be beaten! after two nights of being stuck on the same paragraph i finally finished it! But now ive got to revise for French while im being told too clean up said children, or tidy the kitchen, or run upstairs and get peoples slippers.
See this is what I dont understand about my parents: they tell me to do my best in school and they only except high grades. But the moment I sit down to do my work they wont leave me alone?! Someone explain that one too me?
Anyway Im moaning.

Important.
Anybody living in the UK and is a fan of Vampire Diaries, Could you please tell me when season 3 is coming back to ITV 2 because I am seriously suffering from withdrawl having had to live without it for the ENTIRE summer!!!! *sob*
Anyway, The children have now remebered that I am still in the room and have found a McDonalds toy to mider me with for the next hour.
Emma xx