Unrecognisable.

Your sitting right in front of me,
but I cant see you.
who are you, sitting there in your bravado.
You are the person your pretending to be,
I don't know when she died
when she did, so did I,
because your the only thing that kept me going.
I doubt I can carry on if this is the new you.
just leave me. 
it would of been easier for us both
than to pretend we are happy with this charade of friendship.
id rather be told the truth than lied to.